i found it on felicia blog and i say a little thing on my blog

我会这样说你
是因为我自己看到·尝试到
你所做的每一件事情
包括对人家好
现在，
我已经分不清你到底是真心或假意了。。
即使我不断地在安慰自己
你不会是那个背叛我的人
可是
你做的每一件事都在告诉我
不能相信你。


是你自己把我对你的信任 一度有一度的 毁掉
你不能怪我对你的猜疑·不信任
因为 这是你一手造成的。
when i c this u know i think hu mah?...is u ....#######
i say i will forget u in my world...
i reaaly hate u when u say 1 word and when u say that word i know u din trust me again..u say carmen and u carmen got worth to let u trust...i want to ask why u say like that...
u say like that same like hurting me....
i got say before that u same like felicia right....
felicia got 1 thing good than u is....
she know how to be strong to solve problem..
i know actually she is weak....
she only try to be strong when she c her enemy..
i know that coz i liao jie her..
u also....i know that u alway argue with him and u alway cry....why u cannot be strong....u din tell me that u argue with him and cry...but i know...u got think why i know ur thing that u dunno...
i use my hand to end this relationship...
coz i know that u wont trust me anymore..
coz in ur heart i am no thing to let u trust right...i tell u my secret coz i dunwan anybody repeat it one more time..
i am very kepo to care u all de thing....
still say u are my best kai gor blablabla...
now anybody say again this word..i wont think it is true...because i become example before le....
i know today u diao tou zou..u no need to do like this even i hating u....coz in my world wong huey hua that i noe die le...so when i c u i also dunno u...
this year competition....i want to tell u all that i will attend... coz i want to show that i got skill ..form5 ...i know u al comment me de...dun be so childish....espiacially u... if i no think wrong is u want to kao 1 of my friend right...i know u help form 3 t challenge me,... and u will be take champion la...i will be attend 3 competition dance this year... i know that my leg was hard to train dance..but even my leg cacat i will also attend...this is what i wan to say today...